Well, it has been a frustrating and depressing few months. I've decided to blog about it then keep stressing myself about it. Thats what blogs are about right?
So, where do I start?
Let's see... Firstly, my O level results wasn't that great. I got Bs and Cs for most of it, except for my maths. Fucking maths, and I failed by a grade only. Meh, so basically, I CANNOT go to ANY polytechnics because of it. The chances of me getting into one is like... 10%? and the 10% isn't working so well on my end.
So that leaves me two other options, retake maths for 1 year, or go to ITE Higher Nitec ( something lower than polytechnics, and go to poly after that only get a certificate of sorts) for 2 years.
At this point, I am so wounded up that I couldn't get into a poly, that I can't even think properly. I started to envy those people that could get into one, and I apologise if I had hurt anyone by my words when I was (and still am) depressed and pissed off with myself. I felt like a complete failure in life, because I failed my maths, and I have to do the same shit again for 1/2 years because I want to study and get a fucking diploma?
How stupid does that sounds?
So...What the hell do I do now?
I don't even know myself anymore.
I will write again when I have the answer. v_v
depressing much?
anyway, happy (belated?) chinese new year to everyone~ my ang pow leh? :3
I have been a social outcast, even on facebook, really. I don't really bother talking to people nowadays. Oh well.
Later.
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